Immolated soul within

I am a mortal...my existence is mere
Everyday I long for the daylight to disappear
The moon's light fills every crack on my skin
and forever they veil all of my sorrows and sins

My mind is trapped in a warpzone..so cold and unreal
day by day..in vain i wait for my wounds to heal
the cuts deep within...my body and soul...
look at me..into my eyes...where you'll find the darkest hole

my emotions are virtual and my life is an illusion to me
the winds of fate...blew away...blew away my true identity
when i screamed out for help...fate did deny me
And laughed till i could scream were no more to be

within silence, is where i wish to be..
in silence i shall perish n reach infinity
for glorius death to embrace me eternally
is my only unfullfilled wish till immortality

I'm a misanthrope.....and forever i shall be
Look deep..deep within my eyes and hatred is all you shall see
unfolding a new but dark and shadowy reality
Where you shall find a soul, forsaken and lost eternally

Within the domain of my mind in which questions ponder upon..
till when...till when will this miserable life go on??
My immolated soul wants to be set free...from this sadist land
Into the dead of night.....with the grim reaper hand in hand

Enchanting Grief

An enchanting grief of mine
So sorrowfull yet so divine
Can never be explained in words
Can never be cut by swords....

This enchanting grief of mine..
Haunts me even in my lonliest nights
This enchanting grief of mine
Never really lets me shine

An enchanting grief of mine
That dwells even in moments of ecstasy
I try so very hard
But I can never break free

This enchanting grief of mine
Never fails to be by my side
All of my time
And it'll be there till my death bells chime!

realm of nothingness

Among the dreams that dwell deep within my mind's serenity
conquering every single thought that crept into the silence
And destroying the hopes that are rooted deep within uncertainity
Bequeathed in my mortal soul's conviction....and will eternally be

Fading memories...lay still and lay untouched and unseen to me
In silent lucidity... my mind ponders upon aimlessly
The unerasable Void now...seems to be growing
The stains of another world, leave my tears flowing

Unquestioned is my fate, death and my pain
forever bleeds this cursed soul of mine time and again
An indistinct feeling of guilt lurks within my heart
Tearing every aspet of life that i perceive, far apart

conciousness has forsaken me,life is drifting away
In the realm of nothingness....which hath made it's stay
Predominantly erasing every ounce that exists inside of me
Invading the darkest depths of my soul to break it free

Into eternity

Crept into the cold moonlight's gaze
The cold willows, upon the land they glaze
sighing...where misery left it's trace
Blissfully imbibed the forsaker's embrace

I can hear the dark voices calling in the air
I try to grasp......but they seem to disappear
My inner self, forever seems to be weeping
Shadows of emptiness ...behind me are creeeping

Resurrect the memories once gone away
They lie engraved within me till this day
Only wayward thoughts control my mind
Oblivious i am ...i'm left far behind

Emptiness fills me to the brim...
Within this untold reality...so pale and grim
eyes of darkness glance at me through the vines
A mindset of mine full of intricate designs

Stay with me..my soul...and do not wayfare away
For you're the only one left of me.....
I'm trapped within this uncast spell...
these are my last words as i step unto this endless way....

In despair...

I sit by the window...misery caresses my soul
Emptiness in my life is eternally there to console
Watching another dawn dominating all the shades of light.. I see
And collecting fragments of the memories you left with me

I sit brooding as uncounted days pass me by....
Hoping that one day like you...I too shall die
The demise built within me seems to have no cure
My long forsaken life seems to have drowned like never before

My dying heart screams of a treacherous deed...
There's no one to heed my call...in my time of need
WHY? Why did u leave me n this scornful state
In the forlorned depths of a darkened world called fate

Now oblivion fills my empty heart and corrodes my soul
Where is the lost love ....which played such an important role
only your reflections my eyes seem to percieve
Tell me.....was I the only one left for you to decieve??

Memories fade away........ and memories remain
In this ocean of nothingness....I yearn in vain
every moment seems to be increasing this pain
at last....misery leaves it's unmarked stain

Everlasting burn.....within my heart
That devours me and tears my spirit apart
In despair ....i wait within the four corners of life
I know.....I know...far away..there's someone watching my inner strife....

Only Misery prevails

Drowning deep within the oceans of fate
Where my heart stands still
Trying to beak the counless barriers of hate
That lie unaltered, where they forever will

As i look deep within my well shattered soul
And my treacherous fate mocks at me
A victim of disgrace,lacking all contorl
A future in hell is all my 2 eyes can see

"Take this life away" screams my disheartened spirit
Hopeless is this life I tag, alongside of me
Hatred breeds dominates this forlorned mind within it
There's nothing much expected in this distressful ecstasy

Now within the dark sands of time....I lay lay helplessly
Caught in this eternal vortex oblivious to me
Only misery prevails is all i can say to thee
In this dark and lonely night I end this life of mine....