Immolated soul within

I am a mortal...my existence is mere
Everyday I long for the daylight to disappear
The moon's light fills every crack on my skin
and forever they veil all of my sorrows and sins

My mind is trapped in a warpzone..so cold and unreal
day by day..in vain i wait for my wounds to heal
the cuts deep within...my body and soul...
look at me..into my eyes...where you'll find the darkest hole

my emotions are virtual and my life is an illusion to me
the winds of fate...blew away...blew away my true identity
when i screamed out for help...fate did deny me
And laughed till i could scream were no more to be

within silence, is where i wish to be..
in silence i shall perish n reach infinity
for glorius death to embrace me eternally
is my only unfullfilled wish till immortality

I'm a misanthrope.....and forever i shall be
Look deep..deep within my eyes and hatred is all you shall see
unfolding a new but dark and shadowy reality
Where you shall find a soul, forsaken and lost eternally

Within the domain of my mind in which questions ponder upon..
till when...till when will this miserable life go on??
My immolated soul wants to be set free...from this sadist land
Into the dead of night.....with the grim reaper hand in hand